Hiatus

I am absenting myself in school today. Whatever, absences. Whatever, plus points for perfect attendance. Whatever, world.

I just don’t care. May I stopped caring.

But I’m not quitting yet. Not just yet.

I am just allowing myself some leeway to withdraw from severe desensitization at school. No pressure, no worries. These are like the breaks when you have to pee or puke in the sink after long hours of wrestling with alcohol. I have to break free a little bit and be carefree for once.

I read from a bar topnotcher once that law school is a wounding experience. I have to allow myself to recover. Give myself a quick hiatus.

I will return. I will be more. Soon.

But I need this now. 🙂